Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Romans 1:21

Spent much of sunday alone... I kinda have a notion why Jesus had to get away to pray and meditate, but only for a little while... don't know how I can do this for an extended period of time. Especially when given a chance I either grieve over my sins, speculate about the future, or fancy (or is it obsess?) over a girl. All of the above results in agony and disappointment despite the fact that waiting and trusting you is the only way out of this. I'm always wrestling for control... I wish I can just stop trying. But this is definitely better than physical toiling, or tragedy, for molding me. Let's just hope this outlook continues.... and keep romans 1:21 with me.


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